“Hallelujah, hallelujah…”
The mood is melancholy, if you haven’t already guessed.
Recently, stuff has been happening to make me think about how precious my time is and how important it is to value your self-worth. Too many a time have I wasted my time on caring for people who really haven’t deserved a time of my day. I learnt it the hard way, I got cheated on, emotions-wise, cash-wise, friendship-wise. But hey, you learn. And as time goes by, you know how to pick the people really worth investing any bit of emotion in. Which is why these days, I am surprised at how easy it is for me to become indifferent to people. It doesn’t take a day or any time at all to even wallow in anger/hurt etc. Instead, I divert my attention to people who know how to appreciate the sincerity in my emotions and my care.
People who know me well enough, know that I’m not a cunning or manipulative person. In fact, I hate people like that. I am unfortunately someone with a big heart who opens up to the smallest things possible. I’m easy like that! I hate people who aren’t sincere and second guess people’s motives. Well, I’m sure we all have at some point but it isn’t very nice I guess to have it done to you.
At any rate, I know who my real and true friends are, lord knows how thankful I am for the lot of you. And if there’s anything that life has proven, it’s that I have 1. no problems being surrounded by awesome and amazing people and 2. no problems cutting out the ones that don’t matter.
To quote this youtube phenomenon…
“Ain’t nobody got time for that!”
